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ok then. i'm aware that i'm in love with you. this means that it hurts like crazy to try to respect my vow for travel, inside and outside. in the middle of class, with children, adults, friends and foes; it hurts. i am, willingly, ripping off my heart from yours. when this makes me want to stop existing, it's very hard to remember why. to keep on respecting a vow i took before the beauty of us ridiculously expanded.
but i try to trust. that it will become ok. even if it's not ok right now.
it's not ok. it's not ok. it's not ok.
that's as honest as i can be.
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